I simply refuse to listen to you
You!
Dark, demeaning inner voice
always cropping up> often leaving me with little to rejoice
I refuse to hacken to your prompt
The darkness in your cave is enough blinding
It offers no peace, no comfort
I refuse to bow to your command
This time, just this time, Let me Stand
I need me to allow myself to now understand
I am better off without your advice
What advice is that? one that gives me no choice?
What do I call all this?
That if i am happy , then soon i'l get sad
If i am on my element, someone or something will then get me mad
If I fall in love , that I wont get me loved
If i am tall than I need put on some weight
If dark and lovely, then I need some lightening cream
That if loves leaves me, my life just been but a dream
if lonely , then am all alone
that joy kisses me once so often and in a moment its all gone
that i am a son of failure
and my hope will never mature
that if i sin, pray and repent than i wont be chastised
that when I can, then I cant
and when I could ,you stress I won't
and when i know , u still say I don't show
and all the more make me loose my glow...
....who are you?
speak for your lowly self now!
For that s who you are
How dare you? I refuse you!
I choose to loose your signal
you can bet me to tune to your rival
That sweet,loving voice thats truly gentle
The God"s voice
The comforter
For the comforter declares
He knew me while in my mother's womb
and even deeper to know the number of my hair
and when im in need, He's always there
when weak,He makes me strong
I call unto me, and hears me and undo my wrongs
He sticks closer than a brother
The strong tower I can run to and I am safe
By His stripes I am healed
when poor , He says that I am rich
That I am who He says I am
fearfully and wonderfully made
That He came to give me more life ...and abundantly
Even died, that I can live forever
..and you dare say that u are clever?
Now I know , Now I embrace
the Right voice
God's loving voice
Finaly something I cant worth loosing
But You.....
You dark,demeaning,esteem shattering,life consuming ,lonely ,shameful voice
You...
I refuse!
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